It’s been awhile since I posted. So here goes what I’m feelin.

I’d still wait for you, lord knows it I would. You make me feel like I’m a feather being carried away ona sweet summer breeze. You make me feel like I’m twirling on a wooden swing attached to a weeping willow. You still make me feel like I’m pure magic fairy dust and that anything is possible if you just believe in it hard enough.

But I guess that’s wrong isn’t it? Because I believed in our love as hard as I could and you let me down…just like I knew you would but hoping you wouldn’t.

And now after the much needed month of not talking to you, you’re back. And after only a few days of talking you have already dropped a bomb on me. I was doing fine, really I was. I finally felt like I was moving forward and that we could be friends. But no, you had to ask if I still liked you . Why? Why did you have to go and do that and ruin tihngs. I can be your friend if you let me, but nothing more, you have to know that. We can’t act the way we did before its too hard and too complicated. I will not be the other woman and I don’t want to be heartbroken over you anymore.

I want it to work. But you have to let it be.